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Hesitation

Hesitation

I got my first hand me down piece of baby furniture. It’s an odd feeling when I usually was the one looking in as others got their free baby stuff. Am I almost part of the ‘in’ crowd now?

The free baby bassinet is still sitting in the trunk of the Mazda. It’s like there is an invisible barrier holding it there. I mean it’s only a bassinet! Not everyone can understand my trepidation in bringing it into the house. It’s about a 10 foot walk from the door to the car and yet I know once I go and grab it I will feel like an imposter. Who is this crazy lady carrying a ‘baby’ item into the house. Where’s the Kid? should she be getting her hopes up like that? Get the call first and then start collecting the baby garb.

It really is a nice bassinet, once i get the guts to carry it in I know it will go nicely tucked away from sight until we get ‘the call’….

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