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Into the unknown

Into the unknown

Into recovery and beyond people change. I’ve changed and Andy has changed. The pups have even changed.
Change is hard and scarey.
I haven’t written much lately because I’ve been traveling for work across the globe. It’s been great.. Too great perhaps because I was able to escape to some degree my reality. It followed me of course as Andy was always in my mind but this time I didn’t have to watch him suffer, watch him eat, watch him breathe each night. I learned to let go some of the weight I took on over the year. Now I’m back and it’s an adjustment of still learning to not do everything and worry about his meds and feel guilty for still progressing my job while balancing this new cancer normal. Being active and giving back to others struggling in some shape or form is another goal.

Soon we have to visit the Oncologist for some routine iron level check and then ct scans will fast approach. Our every three month reminder of looming uncertainty. I think for me it’s more looming because I naturally worry about everything. So my goal is to not worry, try and live, keep going with the changes in my life and see where it leads.
Hopefully travel more and see the world and andy gets stronger and we both learn to live again.

Healing Eyes
Healing Eyes

3 Comments so far

NotDownOrOutPosted on  1:19 pm - Sep 28, 2013

Glad to hear you have been managing. You have been through so much. Sending prayers for good news from those upcoming tests.

emilywalsh688Posted on  4:59 pm - Oct 1, 2013

I was just checking out a few of your posts and had a quick question about your blog. I was hoping you could email me back when you get the chance -emilywalsh688 (at) gmail.com- Thanks : )

Emmy

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