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All is well..or will be at least

All is well..or will be at least

With much trepidation I sent an email out at work explaining this Friday will be my last day working remotely and I will not be returning. What an agonizing thing to write and now to follow thru on. I’ve heard words of encouragement and cried while reading them. The grief over swept my heart so hard that it was a tight pain in my chest. It was all compounded by having to go to Office Max and wait for over an hour for some print offs for the VBS I am helping with next week. Andy loved office max and anything with electronics, he loved shopping. I hate shopping! I then had to go to Kmart to get Band-Aids, Neosporin, and alcohol wipes (which cost $17!) since the next time I volunteer at the Girls and Boys club I want to be prepared for the next toe victim. It wasn’t any easier going into that store the second time around. It still reminds me of Andy and the games we would play while shopping, like whistling for each other over the aisles, begging for candy when Andy would say no, and hanging onto his arms as he dragged me around the store.

I had reached my climax of pain for the day and I sat down on my couch and cried out for some answer, anything at all. So then I flip open the bible and first thing I see was

Acts 13:41 – Look, you scoffer, wonder and perish, for I am going to do something in your days that you would never believe, even if someone told you.

Habakkuk 1:5 – Look at the nations and watch and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something in your days that you would never believe, even if you were told. 

Poof, just like that he said, “Sarah, breathe for a second, I am going to do something you never would believe, so watch and be amazed. You will be taken care of.”

So screw it if I end up having to sell my beloved bike to eat, and so what if I can’t bike anymore or do things I took for granted in Michigan. Tomorrow I am going to wake up and see the kids, take them on a field trip, and fricken enjoy it! Then next week I am going to try out teaching kids! The impossible can happen!

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