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Restless

Restless

Wide awake on my bedroom floor…adjusting to sleeping with a stiff back. Night 2 with my homemade nest of blankets. In Africa I had a foam mattress..that sounds nice now. Perspective on appreciating the small things.

I was looking at Amazima’s website today and the story of Katie.
Am I ever going to prosper like that ?
Is this all just too impossible?

I can’t sleep…I’m worrying about little beelah. If she is safe, still going to school, loved…I miss her.
I think I am too easily sucked in by a smile. Which is hilarious as kids annoy me…well Whiney ones ha.
Maybe it was her giggle and shyness. Or maybe it was her gratitude for life even in dire conditions. Compared to life here that is. Actually she had an amazing home…nature and water. My favorite!

Watch over those kids God and pave the way for my return. Let me help them…and let them help me.

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