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Joy fades quickly as doubt creeps back in

Joy fades quickly as doubt creeps back in

Instantly Joy from the morning turns to worry and fear that I may not be able to keep helping Billah and all those orphans I found in uganda on my last visit. My heart is squeezed, I can’t breathe, and tears are welling up inside. Why does it hurt so much to feel so helpless to help them. I just was happy a minute ago over sending a bit of money which by our standards is not that much but over there it can mean a lot. A whole $75 bucks but that is 244,000 shillings which can do so much.

All the worry and fear is creeping in…how can I sustain this ministry when I feel so alone and weak. So tiny amidst the giants!

I am reading one of the letter’s from Billah and its so endearing. She writes in english and its cute to hear the words come through the paper, in a bit of broken english. I have placed stamps on several letters to go to kids in Africa, silly drawings i colored and silly words of encouragement. Can it really accomplish anything?

A 9 year old girls says, ‘Slaughter the Big Hen and we enjoy together’. People live so differently in the majority of the world….

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