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Compassion changes lives

Compassion changes lives

My hands are tied and as much as I want to be in America I need to be in Africa. Here we are used to instant replies to emails and constant communication over text and voice but in Africa it can get a bit sporadic. It’s frustrating when I need to see in person the status of the school and the kids but this means I have to Go.

Part of starting a non-profit and building a relationship with an entirely different culture is the patience opportunities and trust building exercises. Add to that the fact that many organizations misuse donated funds and donors are leery on trusting fledgling organizations I feel like I am up against impossible odds. When all I want to do is run over to Africa and see the kids and learn there stories but I can’t just do that when I have to play several different roles in keeping Healing Eyes alive and getting funds. All of this while grieving my dead husband and waking from a night full of nightmares and memories of my past that cause an aching stab in my heart. Meanwhile I know as much as I want to throw money at the problem in Africa it won’t fix anything because it all comes down to Compassion changing lives. Tricky part is we are in a ‘money’ society and so money can get the material needs necessary: food, education, medical. The hilarious part is in Africa they think I have money growing on trees but truthfully I don’t even have money coming in to support myself doing this.

Why am I even doing this?!

IMG_6875-0Because of faces like Phen and William and the realization that most of the world doesn’t have safe drinking water or food without feces in it which leads to an outbreak of Cholera (which is happening in Sironko district near Billah’s home). My eyes can’t close to what I have been shown….but I really want to erase what I have seen because it means, well it means I could go back to who I was even though that isn’t true either. Is this the battle of all missionaries? What happens when you are a widowed missionary?

What have I seen?

Imagine a place where kids are running around everywhere. Now imagine some are 9 years old and they are carrying another baby on there back, not there child but a random child. Now see a widow with nothing and with her husband gone she now has to carry on planting a crop in the hot sun for a harvest that will bring in little. She has let’s say 5 mouths to feed. Now put all of that in a culture where men have more authority and where even the men make barely anything for income. This isn’t woman’s rights outcry but basic human needs outcry.

IMG_1935Now imagine a 8 year old girl with a burned wrist and she has to listen to the pharmacist explain dosage and takes the medicine, she is now responsible for everything said and taking the pills and applying the cream. Oh and she also has to continue with chores which include: chickens, babysitting, cooking, bathing, collecting firewood, farming, and school work. All of this in the hot sun, flies swarming, animal feces, and little drinking water. This will truly bring up a resilient young lady who is humble and quiet but if she never sees who God is through Action than it might result in a child lacking emotions, feelings, empathy, compassion, and incapable of sustaining healthy relationships.  All because she was taught only to fend for her materials needs in a harsh world lacking any understanding of compassion and love.

How can I keep being Compassion in Action? …..
With support from You!

 

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