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Blessings

God has told me THREE things I am sure of!Live on the island to take time to healHelp Kids to heal my woundsWrite a Book about my experienceIn the midst of this he wants me to share how he works his magic for willing participants, such as I. Mini recap of my blog...my husba

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Re-learning what I forgot

It’s becoming ever clear that each morning I have to RE-LEARN how to live without my husband. For instance, 13 years of my life I had legs but one day they started to decay from disease and then the doctors amputated them. I wake up in a dark place and with shock therapy a

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Discovering a new way to write online through 'Medium'. Another way to expand to other writers out there I suppose, but it means maybe double posts.It wasn’t supposed to be like this…

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Lost Memory of my Husband

 Found a video from a year ago... God I miss your kiss!

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Gone from me

I see emptiness where once was life... I see nothingness where once was you... Gone from my gaze Taken in the night Robbed of those dreams. I feel death where once was life... I feel loss where once was hope... Gone from my touch Taken from my grasp My breath clings to

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Dear Andy

Andy my best friend I miss you.I miss you more today than yesterday...Last night I had a terrible nightmare. I sleep on the futon now because it seems less sad than an empty bed with you not by my side. I woke thinking the power was out because it was pitch black and then I

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Heart of Stone

Heart of Stone.

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Gift from abroad

When it's been 8 months since losing a part of yourself there will be days when you feel entombed in your body. Fear will grip you and tears will tear at your heart. You'll pass out from loss. You'll see a gorgeous day outside but realize it shines on a lonely heart. Not onl

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Bittersweet return

My heart is torn paper. Ripped to pieces and written with tears. Oh God why do you torment me. Why do I gasp for air. Let it end. Give back light to my eyes. I have returned to the island after a mini vacation and self discovery tour of loss. I spent time with a dear

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Heart strings pulled

I'm on my way to see my dogs after 5 months apart. The second hardest thing to do after Andy died. I fear seeing them will break my heart again. But I miss them...they remind me of Andy and I need that. I need a piece of Andy back. It's a 2 week break before any after schoo

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