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Shopping without my partner

Andy would be proud. I broke down and grocery shopped. The instant I took that step into Kmart the memories of Andy overwhelmed me. He loved grocery shopping more than me. I hate it. He loved looking for clearance deals in electronics and automotive. I got the oil changed

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Coconut Oil

What do you expect when you wake up and start your day? My day involved serving breakfast to the homeless at the Catholic Church. Followed by a phone call from social security to discuss my deceased husbands back pay that I may be eligible for. Helping clear heavy palm leave

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Empty me

I cry for my love I cry for his pain I cry for memories gone and memories to never be. I cry for the pain endured to finally let go the chains that held him on this earth. I weep tonight - I weep for the day yet to come. For when tomorrow comes withou

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Remembering

Having a hard time sitting still and being 'still'. Isn't that what one does when trying to listen for what to do? What to do? I served breakfast at the Lighthouse and I did the grocery shopping. Shockingly the groceries fit in my jeep! A nice guy helped me load the car.

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Where in the World is Sarah

New plan… 50 states where is the best place to live and work? I have to have enough followers to cover some of the states so I can get a good feel for what state would be good for me. I’m 34 so I’m at a good age to start all over. I have no kids to find a school for.

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Perseverance

In an effort to learn the island and try and fit in as best as I can with islanders I had my friend Stephan take me around on the West side. Being that he is ex-marine and has a reputation on the street it was a fun day. I saw some other sides of my friend that you never wou

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No bike for you

For some reason I'm missing Michigan so much tonight. Perhaps it's missing Andy. This wound won't scab over. It seems to keep breaking open over and over this week. I can't seem to shake the feeling of aloneness. I am in my room by the sea and tomorrow the only friends near

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Thank you to a long lost friend

I'm trying to think of something inspiring to say. What can you say when all is lost and only grief fills the gaps? I got an inspiring email (and donation woot woot) from an old friend of Andy's (and mine) this morning. I think it was around 2am. Sometimes it takes a lot

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Second guessing

Jumping into the whole God world head first is proving to be difficult. I am not ‘Godly’, I am just Sarah. A wife, businesswoman, car lover, dog lover, writer, artist, and pianist. I crochet and enjoy gardening. I do not play with kids and I am not a teacher of kids.

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Prison

I am being dangerous and typing outside by the salt air. Most likely damaging my laptop.. sometimes you have to sacrifice precious things to get more. I like the sound of the waves anyways and inside its muffled. So I’m laying outside trying to get over my night of nigh

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