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Peaceful

I was angry when Andy died.I was angry when Hope died.I was angry when Adoption failed.But this morning as I awake on the island at my friend, Beth's condo by the Sea...I hear the waves crashing on the rock wall and the wind blow the palm tree on the window. I smile! I smil

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Working with kids can help mend old wounds.

Andy and I struggled to have kids of our own for several years… dare I say our entire marriage was shadowed by never being able to. I think looking back it might have slowly eroded that child like self in each of us. We had lots of fun together but we desperately wanted to

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Being schooled

Anyone can change their life ! Anyone can choose to follow ! But Can anyone have this awesome jeep:) That's right...I have wheels! May not be the cleanest or quietest ride but it's got character. Yesterday at the after school program I helped a couple girls with homewor

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Heat stroke

It appears I might have been affected by the heat today which is odd since I wasn't hanging out in the sun today. I think it's a mixture of humidity and staring at a computer all morning. My day today went better than expected. I got some work done for my Michigan job and

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Conversation at Sunrise

I am spending the night next to the Sea! Literally, I can hear the waves crash on the surf and I can smell the salt... and what am I doing... I am bawling my eyes out missing Andy. Guilt is weighing so heavy on me right now of the all the hospital visits I am starting to blu

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Higher love

Hike up to goats hill for sunset. Up high I could see the edges of my island. It's beautiful really. Only saddened me when I think of how Andy can't see it with me. I can fool myself and say, "well he was there in spirit". Yes he was but it still feels like I have an amput

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UnPacked

OK I DID IT! I unpacked the last of my clothes and bought some hangers to place them on! I also found a Jeep to buy and Monday I'll be a proud owner of a Jeep wrangler. I asked God before I came, 'Please find me a a car and if it could be a Jeep that would be much appreci

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Moaning widow

Why am I writing this pointless rant of my boring life. Am I blogging to sound important or to update followers? Just to hear myself rant and complain? Well for today it is for the pure joy of complaining and being completely disappointed in the the turn of my life. So if yo

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Enjoying God’s beauty !

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Sore eyes

I am sitting here with a sore back and a pounding head. My heart is being squeezed and each breathe is like breathing thru a straw. Ok that usually means I have to read the bible and ask God to open my heart to something else I am supposed to hear.Ugh…no more! I just want

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