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Saying Goodbye

Friday was a great day.. I started it off with volunteering at Degage and saying goodbye to friends. There was one guy in particular I wanted to see before leaving and that was my 'Old Andy', aka 'Toast Master Andy'. I met him on my first day volunteering at Degage Ministri

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TV episode or Real Life?

Dinner with Friends..their identities will be kept hidden for their own safety... 'Crystal Thunder' and 'Yolanda Banks' joined me Sarah for a going away dinner and walk down memory lane. It seems that my life has turned into a TV drama or a crazy movie. This evening w

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Tuesday

I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this island. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you  - Genesis 28:15My Last Tuesday in Michigan...a peace comes over me as I realize Andy is smiling from heaven at

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Lose it all to Gain life?

One more possession gone. One more piece of me taken away. I asked him his story before he took my iMac away. He was a college student studying music..he was a drummer but now wants to produce music. His little macbook Pro laptop wasn't cutting it and it was time to up

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How can one know?

What to do when all is quiet .. And your heart still aches for the past of who you once were. Is it worse to mourn the loss of a spouse or the loss of a past version of ones self? So quickly can you surrender everything to follow a dream. A dream not known ever existed. A dr

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iMac

I am in the thick of self doubt.. Doubting my decision to move..to pack up my belongings into boxes again. This time even smaller boxes... Downsize again from what already is sparse. My head says stay but my heart says go. I have about 5 bins left of my stuff and it still

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Letting go to serve

Read this today from the ' Jesus calling' book. March 24 This is a time in your life when you must learn to let go: of loved ones, of possessions, of control. In order to let go of something that is precious to you, you need to rest in My Presence, where you are complete

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Andy in the woods

When you have no experience of pain it is rather hard to experience joy. ------------------- The night before I say goodbye to my puppies... another loss to be felt in my story of pain. I wait on the edge of fear of what's to come. Another step forward in this endeavor of f

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Are we all ‘Ok’ ?

Is it ok to share with the world doubts? Is it ok to expose ones fears to the world about trusting in God? What good can come from being that transparent with people about one's thoughts and feelings? Doesn't that leave us vulnerable to being seen as weak to ones peers

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Proof of what?

I need your pain...it's not love any other wayI already know who you are and all the things that kept us apart... It's enough, it's not enough to just say I'm ok..I need your hurt.. I need your pain."You are Mine for all Time ... utterly secure you are...your future is absol

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