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An incurable disease

No sign of disease is not the same as cured. No sign of disease gives hope to an impossible situation. Borrowed time to live another day and perhaps many many more. A sink hole fell beneath our feet but it didn't cave in. Four simple words, 'no sign of disease', a chance

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Pain clinic sucks

Long day at pain clinic today waiting in a very cold office. Andy finally got the better nerve block that's supposed to eliminate the nerve more permanently. Wait and see now for the pain from the procedure to calm down. The last couple weeks have been interesting, full of

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This is the time of night when it sinks in... It's not the fear of cancer returning.. It's the realization that this survival came with repercussions. Serious side effects and unknowns on a daily basis. My husband, is in the hospital and I am at home. This is not an abnorma

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Back to hospital

Never think you have your week planned out. Don't start a roast and plan a nice dinner (that rarely happens) because most likely you'll end up in the hospital. Another Sure fire way of being admitted to hospital is when you try and move on and think a good ct scan means your

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Life

So true... I couldn't have said it better myself. Reminds me of a few special people that stepped up during our cancer journey. People can amaze you with kindness and support when all is dark.

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I don’t know what’s worse..

Waiting for good news or bad. A year ago we didn't have to wait, the bad news just blind sighted us out of no where.  A blessing in a way because we couldn't get worked up about what the bad was that came. This time we have had ample time to imagine the worse, dream up t

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falling … no end in sight

It only takes a week to be set all the way back to zero again. You can be moving along thinking things are getting better and then it just takes a second and it all starts again. Every memory, moment, feeling, fear, all rush back. We are less than 3 days away from the dreade

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Why cancer doesn’t stop ruining your life after removal

When cancer is first found it will change everything, I mean everything in your life. It doesn't matter what stage or what kind because it doesn't discriminate. As it secretly burrowed it's way into your blood stream it will continue to eak it's way into every single minute

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Something I Can Use

Something I Can Use.

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Why cancer can just suck it

I hate cancer. Pure and simple. I hate that it chose us, I hate that it lingers on, I hate that now I have to be aware of cancer events and participate, I hate the knew vocabulary I've learned from being a caregiver, I hate hospitals, I hate being around sick people, i hate

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