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Passing time

Went kitchen tile shopping...check. Bought penguin air humidifier...check. Bought queen mattress finally...check. Bought huge bottle of hand sanitizer...check. Took plenty of calming meds...check. Andy still breathing...check. Phew seems another day almost past without melt

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cancer sucks

As with everything in our Life we are now turned down a path we did not choose. We had hoped for a 'normal' family..We had hoped for 'family thru adoption'...We now are on the path of healing. Cancer has unexpectedly knocked on our door and ripped us to pieces. Now once

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Hope blossomed

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How high can you Jump

We step outside to get our mail and what do we see.. not good news thats for sure. why would you ever get good news in the mail at the end of the day?!The IRS wants more information about our adoption credit we filed for. Alright, not sure how much more detail I can provide

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Flourish

Our new caseworker just reviewed or profile and says we have a stable flourishing marriage relationship and we know how to have fun. We should be patient for a birth mother to connect with us. ah sigh..I know she's right.

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Adoption Credit

It's tax time and that means HEADACHE for trying to figure out what to claim on your taxes. Holy crap! i knew it would be a pain to figure out but 4 hours later we did it! we claimed our first expenses from 2010, which wasn't much but hey it was something and at least it

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Year One check

Almost 12 months this Feb 4th. uggg what a crappy milestone.  But our caseworker will say now you have more  hope because you put the initial 12 months in. Tell that to my nerves and ever fading hopes of having a family. Our homestudy should be renewed by now, all the p

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Imagine

Can you imagine waiting for something that may never come? Can you imagine someone else in control of your dreams? We can! Our caseworker says after a year in many couples feel more hopeful. I snickered to myself, how silly that sounded. More like after a year many co

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By: LEONARD COHEN "Anthem" The birds they sang at the break of day Start again I heard them say Don't dwell on what has passed away or what is yet to be. Ah the wars they will be fought again The holy dove She will be caught again bought and sold and bought

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its not all bunnies and rainbows

It's been almost 2 months since our caseworker last emailed us with news. She only talks to us when our profile is shown or if there is some event to attend. Quite depressing to hear any news but is also just as hard to hear bad news. I honestly can't blog only happy news, t

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