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The difference 1 year can make

I am reading my old journal from St Croix and one year ago as I prepared to leave to return to Michigan I wrote this…

“It will be ok. I will give you more children than you can imagine. Be ready when I call and go when I say to. Study my word and prepare your heart and faith. Support will come in ways you can’t imagine quite yet. Go to Michigan and then wait. St Croix will still be here and the kids are watched over. You did what you needed to do now go.”
“Sarah trust me in the coming months. It will be hard but each change will be easier for you to adapt. I am training you for mobility and travel. Teaching you when to go and when to stay. Molding your heart to withstand storms to lean on me. Planning is no more. It’s now My time to shape you . Trust me to lead you and don’t let go of my hand.”
“Pain is my gift to you my child. With it comes wisdom and great responsibility. Leadership and the willingness to do my work. No more working for others or yourself…. You will work for me”

1 Peter 5:10
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm, and steadfast.

And now it’s a year later and I’m in Africa suffering with the least of these and those who want to do me harm… And there are more children than I can count.
Does God mean what he says? Hmm maybe…



After sharing my story with a church back in April, before moving to St. Croix to help out at Lighthouse Mission, my story was made live for others to see this past Sunday. I watched it from a friend’s house and shed a few tears as the person who introduced it shared how he remembered helping paint my house while Andy was sick. Before putting our house on the market a group of volunteers came over and painted it the Blue I had wanted for years. Andy lay inside exhausted from Chemo treatments while the house got a makeover.¬†For some reason that part made me cry the most, it was nice that he remembered that bit of help he did for us.

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